damn it..today is such a bad day..my patience went out! totally broke down even before recess..whats wrong now?! troublesome me..zzZ went dead during english lesson..after that still got amaths remedial..but sitting with nian made me feel better lar..then after that still got geog!! LUCKY mdm chang say canceled..cause only 1/3 of the class turned up..things are really going out of my control..hai..tml still got amaths test!! die la..hope can achieve what i want..abit hard la..yes..cai said no hard work then dont need to dream about it..agreed thoroughly..but i just cant force myself to study..how to say..im not that good as expected..

think i did something wrong today..not really sure..ppl seemed a little pissed with me..just that they dont want to show it in front of me..maybe im just overly sensitive..but if i did anything wrong..sorry..though i know no 1 would understand what i saying lar..but just sorry =) hope things would be better tml..

wah crap..i finally realised..maybe a month ago..that life in secondary school is damn precious..especially life in 4c..totally rocks..someone once told me..its really difficult to not laugh in 4c..even when someone is heartbroken or whatever..something that will happen in class would definately make he or she laugh..i agree..but of all times..i only realised this year..really sian..could have treasured the times we had together in class lor..wth..wasted 3 years..TOTALLY..from now onwards MUST treasure every moment i have with them..nian..its true..we wont find such fun and joy in poly or jc..ppl tend to go like..wth? so childish? but being childish is fun..whats wrong with that? as long as your thinking is matured..i dont find anything wrong with playing lor..hai..

ytd..nian talked some sense into me..lol..ppl may think that he is not those who will talk sensible things..haha it depends on him actually..i think he choose who he wants to talk to..yes its true he crap alot..but the craps were actually very true..i admit he set my mind thinking..but he thinks more than me man! he really has HELL lot of free time..his mind can just fly off into fairyland..haha..hes really enjoying his secondary school days la..and thats really wonderful..i finally understand why ppl say that sec sch days are the most enjoyable and memorable time in our life..haha very true...